life is full of surprises
Sunday, May 17, 2009
12:52 AM
sobrang full of surprises. sobra. parang ang saya saya mo. tapos biglang magagago. minsan iniisip ko na ang buhay ko parang story book(oo medyo corny to) o kaya naman feeling ko buhay ko ay parang sitcom. may nanunuod sa akin. ganun. tapos ung may tatawa sa background ba o kaya naman magsasabi ng aww. at sabay play ng dramatic music. haha galing no. walastik din ang story writer. ang taray laging may challenge. haha kaya ko to.

forget me?
Friday, May 15, 2009
10:44 AM
okay this got me worried. i had this dream last night. i went to my neighbor's house(in the philippines) and found my friends there. they were there and they were crying. so being a good friend i aked whats wrong and to my surprise. they dont fvcking know me. they were asking my name. it was sad. really sad. then i woke up. it was terrible. what if they forget me. im sure they wont. but what if.

update haha
10:28 AM
hey haha ive got some updatin to do. well. right now im really happy coz i got my early bday present from my fambam. its a HD camcorder. its red and small. i really like it. and dont know when yet. but we're going to the beach on my bday weekend. im really excited coz last time we went to the beach. we didnt even get to swim. coz the water was too cold. anyway i hope the weather will be fine. and yea i think we're guna have lots of fun! then i got special edition of bicycle cards. its a ribbon special(breast cancer). im still looking for someone who knows how to play pusoy dos. haha. okay.. awhile ago my kuya and i was watching this really sick video. well kinda. its called "try". its a short film and its made in germany but the actors speak english. its about this couple who lived in the streets. theyre like 3 years older than i am. maybe 18 or 19. i dont know but they really looked young. well they look dirty. well obviously coz they live in the streets. but they are really really sweet. like the moment they woke up they greeted each other with kisses. haha. it would look better if they werent on the streets and if they were in jammies and they looked clean haha. anyway. the girl was pregnant. and they would shop lift just to get food. and oh yea. they always carry this alcohol. and drink whenever they want to. and they dont get hit. prolly theyre used to it. haha. then the sad part was the preggy girl works as pick up girl. someone would fvck her and give herr 50 bucks. and guess what!!! they would waste it on heroine. fvcking drug addicts. that part was irritating. then they went inside this restroom and they injected the heroine to their systems. then they went loopy and the girl had this hallucination(she dreamt of living in california with a house and children). she saw happy americans. they looked so perfect. they were all smiling but then i think the heroine was starting to wear off and she was waking up into reality... the perfect hallucination turned into nightmare. the people were killing each other. theres this girl who was slashing herself. i didnt stand it. i covered my eyes. it was too scary for me. everythings really fvcked up. then after that scary part. she didnt notice that her vajay bled. and i think her water broke. so she went up. still feeling loopy. and she limped her way through the hospital. but ofcourse i think. somebody helped her. coz the scene was she was limping with her bloody pants. then next thing she was in an ambulance. then the next scene was she was in the hospital and a video of the ultrasound. then if ure wondering where the guy is. well hes still hit by the heroine. but then he noticed that the girl was nowhere to be found so he stood up and searched for the girl. asked people. then somebody told him that she was in the hospital already and when he got there. it was too late. both his baby and his wife died. and thats how the 15 minute movie ended. it was really sad. i dont wanna end up like that...

i miss
Saturday, May 9, 2009
11:05 AM


i miss getting drunk. haha. i cant buy alcohol here. unlike in the phils. it was easy. really easy. oh well. i think God wants me to sober up. for life. haha

hi
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
1:35 PM
okay its been i dont know. anyway.. when i got here i was like this is the end of my happiness. i mean back in the philippines i can find joy in the most random things. even jumping over a sewer makes me happy or even walking 6 miles under the sun. but now i was like. il be restricted. il be limited. thats not happiness. there were times where i would weep silently. without anyone knowing ofcourse. il be like i miss my life back HOME. im not sure if il be able to call this new place. HOME. well. im not used to moving coz the last time we moved(before this) was when i was a baby. and hell do i care that time. all i thought about was sleeping and drinking milk. haha. anyway. this is the first time i 'really' moved and it was difficult. i had to leave a lot of things. literally ha. coz my luggage would be too heavy then i would have to repack and leave some of my clothes. and of course i left a lot of people too. it was really hard. really really hard. its like a child letting go of his teddy bear. or maybe even worse... days without them had been rough.
NOW i think im beginning to find happiness again. im really really happy that i am with my family now :D they are the best and will always be the best :D then there are people who are helping me to become the person i used to be back home.
i will never forget and i will always love whats present.

haha this is how i roll everyday.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
10:55 PM

when a stranger calls...
Monday, March 23, 2009
5:59 PM
it sucks.. whenevr i look at the calendar..
it sucks.. whenver i look at my fingers..
it sucks.. whenver i see airplanes..
it sucks.. that i'm leaving..
im guna miss every bit of this country..
im guna miss all the people.. :[
il try not to mention the word "leave" this week... hehehe

15 more days
Monday, March 16, 2009
12:42 AM


GOODBYE PILIPENS. hello recession
biro lang obama :]

12:35 AM

the best thing you can do for someone is to just exist -- to be there when they suddenly realize that they need you right then.

haha emo.

2 and a half days
Sunday, March 15, 2009
8:10 PM
waiting for TWO nights ohohohoho!
feb 13 was a night to remember. my 1st prom ever. haha yes. and it wasnt by my school.. XD it was the prom of belair school. my 1st prom was COOOL!!! i wore a green dress and killer hoe shoes. make up was done by my good and skilled friend joan. it looks good. soo good. so i went. and i danced like no ones watching. i didnt leave the dance floor. even if my feet were sore. i love dancing! haha i really thank the people from belair. theyre so fun to be with. i think i lost 351451322 pounds due to nonstop dancing XD i took off my shoes. i was so tired. hotel floor is cold. oohh marble XD then i checked in with my friends. i slept early. coz i was tired. hotel bed is good. oohh cotton. happy bday marlon!
feb 14 went to town for make up and hair. effing a*tec salon sucked. my make up sucked. my hair was okay. but dude. my make up sucked. BIG TIME. my face was so white. i went to starbucks and people were staring at me and one gay person giggled. because make up was really ugly. i wiped it off... XP then i went to prom. and i saw my partner. and he is looking good AS USUAL. haha well the moment i woke up people were texting me good morning prom queen. haha. yes i was expecting.. i even fitted the pretty sash. hahaha. and unfortunately... i didnt get the title. HAHAHAHAHA but yea have to accept. but you know im tired na rin naman of being queen. so tired of that title na, so its parang im giving the others the chance to feel that experience. hehehe. so anyway... moving on. i danced again. and never left the dance floor. oh wait i did. because i danced on the stage. i wasnt content with the dance floor. so i danced on stage. hehehe. there's this guy named ANDRE(special mention) he's effing cute. he's cute cute cute cute. haha then... oh id like to congratulate my partner for winning prom king. yea haha at the ened coach told me to make the people dance. so what i did was i went to the dj area and played music and did the "SCRATCH". it's cool. im so good at it. even tho it sounds weird. XD then we were called kasi its TIME. for the afterparty. all those who are invited are outside. and the guys were there with their car keys. its like MAFIA nga e. :)) tapos some were shouting "uy convoy pare. see u na lang"
feb 15 we got to aHILLS maybe like 11 ish or 12 dont know. but its pretty late. then at first we werent sure if we went to the right house coz it was quiet. but when we got there, effing sober club set up already. then some people started na. then played music. my first drink was the GREEN ONE. its like HEAVEN! it tasted like juice or just normal drink. but no its not. it has tequila. but it didnt tasted like tequila tho. because i enjoyed the drinks. i wasnt aware of how many i was drinking. i started to get dizzy and my head felt heavy. then i was happy. very happy. then i started barfing all over the place. haha i didnt expect that coming. it was like moby dick. but with spaghetti or as i call it.. BOLUS! scientific term. well i didnt remember most of what happened and what i did. but i remembered barfing everywhere and i got knocked out on the sofa. it was so memorable. haha yes perfect word to describe it. i didnt regret anything like barfing and drinking a lot. haha i actually had memories to laugh about when im older i guess. haha. it was fun. haaaaay.
those two nights were nights to REMEMBER. <3
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